Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Downtrodden

In terms of career, beginning of the year is usually the time when you feel very enthusiast. New KPIs and targets, new directions, new projects waited to be explored; all these lure the spirit to work hard and smart, to be better than before.


Nevertheless, this is not the case for me. Although we barely reached the end of January I feel dispirited..frustrated..downtrodden.


Yes, I feel downtrodden.



It's all just because of a single decision that I made, turning down a sudden request. I don't feel to elaborate more on this but I wanted to make it clear that I did not regret the decision that I've made. There is nothing more important in my life except my family.



Right now, I choose to laid back, keep quiet and watch how long this "drama" goes. After all, the most profound statements are often said in silence...and as a Muslim, I seek strength from the Almighty, may I have the force to survive...


"Dear Allah, I seek refuge in You from anxiety (Hammi) and sad (Khazani), from weakness ('ajzi) and laziness (kasali), and cowardice (jubni) and curmodgeonly (bukhli), and the pressure of debt (gholabatiddaini) and handedness people (qohri al-rijal)"

Ameen..


15 comments:

Nurra Din said...

I respect ur decision not to share what has happened. Sabar k Nadine...setiap yg terjadi pasti ade hikmahnya. I doakan you sentiasa dilindungiNya.

p/s: kadang2 berdiam diri adelah lebih baik..with this, I sokong you :)

LyDiA said...

fighting nadia!!! v(^^)v

MOMMAHOLICSURI said...

Dear, "Silence sometimes solve problems".. tapi jangan sampai makan diri yer Nadine. Go Mommy!

Nadine said...

Thank you, Ladies.

Yup..kdg2 lebih baik diam. but not forever. I nak tgk dulu how long it will be prolong. tak mahu cpt melatah. Bbila tiba masanya I perlu speak up/or act, I will.

In the meantime, I need strength to get through this phase. Mudah2an cpt2 la selesai...Doakan Nadia k :)

faisyura said...

I hope you can get through this... Biaselah life kan, but somehow problem akan mematangkan kite ;) so stay postive dear ;)

Nadine said...

Thanks Zura..I will try to be as +ve as I can :)

Mrs. Ishamizu said...

Izu hrp Nadia dpt trus bsabar n smg ianya dpt diselesaikan dgn baik k. Insya Allah setiap apa yg blaku, pst ada hikmahnya..

You're such a cool, dear.:)

dyana "his other half" said...

go mummy go...hehe...insya allah you may handle this well...hopefully semua OK :)...

Nadine said...

Thanks Izu and Lady D :)

my.mastura said...

ishk..x puas ati lak x tau apa kes..hehhe

x pe la nad..aku hormat ur decision not to tell the public..

ko kan kuat...u can get thru this (whatever the problem is)

n hope ur problem will be solve soon AMIN

Nadine said...

thanks Mas,
really appreciate ur support.
Ameen.

:: NieSha :: said...

nadia sgt cool..yes..sometimes silence is better..i know u can face it..

P/S: adakah your balck beauty berplat W*K 6600? If so i think i saw you..wow wee..laju jugak nadia bw kete..tp klu bukan silap org la tu..hehe..harap maaf ;)

Nadine said...

Wani,

TQ :)

Erk! alamak kantoi! Dahla ngan keta yg tak basuh seminggu ok! :)) Wani kat mana masa tu?

:: NieSha :: said...

nmpk pagi semalam..ms nk g kerja..laju je nadia potong wani.tp wani nmpk dr tepi je..dlm hati wani ckp "cunnya minah ni..kereta pun hensem" hehehe..tetiba teringat kt nadia n wani rasa tu mcm nadia je. alaa..nadia bru seminggu x basuh kete..wani x basuh sejak raya haji haritu lagi..hahaha...bz giles..berkarat kereta.

Nadine said...

hihi..ic. Smlm Nadia mmg nak cpt Wani. Nak kena siapkan time reporting b4 9.30am.

ish. mana ade hensem keta tu. br 2 minggu lepas calar kena cium dek keta lain..huhu :(

hahaha..samala kita. mmg tak sempat nak basuh kan? asal rasa nak basuh je hujan. kalau dah hujan tu..alamatnya postpone lagik la..ngeee